What was the #1 song the day you were born? Search the date and then post your #1 song on your LJ - preferably with a Youtube vid if you can find one!

There ya go. If I'd been just a couple weeks earlier, it would've been Billy Joel - one of my most favorite artists of all time. But this is a pretty awesome song, too. XD Music video... Well, you've gotta love the early 80s. *shrugs*

A. List 10 habits/quirks/facts about yourself
B. Tag ten other people to do the same
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag 'whoever wants to do it'

Soo... let's see if I can actually come up with 10 things... XD

1. I have two tattoos, one on my ankle and one on my back/neck, and I plan on at least two more.
2. I want to get my nose pierced and probably will whenever I get some extra money for it.
3. I most likely would not have survived this long without my writing, both poetry and fiction. It's my escape, my safe-haven, my outlet.
4. I'm 26 years old and still don't know what I want to be when I "grow up". O_O
5. Sometimes, I get the horrible thought that I don't want my mom in my life at all once I finally move out. It always makes me feel soooo guilty.
6. There is not a single person in this world who knows everything about me. There are one or two who know a lot but none that have it all.
7. I'm a bit of a hoarder; I have a reallllllly hard time getting rid of stuff.
8. It takes me a loooooong time before I will completely trust someone.
9. I have seasonal asthma that makes it difficult for me to breathe in colder weather, thus solidifying my resolution to move somewhere that stays warm year-round once I get some money.
10. I'm veeeeeeeery OCD about my food. Different foods can't touch, DEFINITELY can't mix; I eat only one thing at a time and eat those in a certain order. I even sort my Skittles by color then eat the colors in order. It's kinda ridiculous, really.

Alrighty, and tagging...: feyla, cybermuffin18, narcolept_smurf, kireny, kittypoker, yoochunlove, chloe1910, mimz_song, kutunakal, kratynoi (even though she's never on LJ anymore, the bum... XP)

you are paleturquoise #AFEEEE

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

So, what'dya guys think? ^_^
Taken from emda

Title: Dreaming Back to This
Rating: R
Genre: AU, sci-fi, suspense
Chapter: Reasons and Excuses (26/?)
Pairings: YooMin, HoSuJae
Summary: Changmin's running from a past he can't forget. Yoochun's running towards a future he can't see. Two people, seemingly on separate paths, collide. What starts in dreams…
Warnings: Graphic torture
Notes: *sighs, shrugs* Same notes as usual, I suppose. This chap's a little bit shorter, but the last two were a bit longer so it all evens out. XP
Previous: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16, Chapter 17, Chapter 18, Chapter 19, Chapter 20, Chapter 21, Chapter 22, Chapter 23, Chapter 24 , Chapter 25

( The boy looks up and Changmin's eyes widen.  )

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/25oFBJ/ellen.warnerbros.com/2010/01/your_international_music_suggestions_0121.php/r:t

Come on, DBSK fangirls. Let's step up for our boys, right? Show them that, even during this time, we're still watchin' out for 'em. And we're STILL gonna get their name out there. ^___^

Okay, guys, so, I'm contemplating another DBSK vid. I've got a GREAT song that I want to use, but I need a few more things. So, can you guys comment or message me with your favorite DBSK pics and gifs where they're... particularly family-like. ^_^ I'm looking especially for gifs, 'cause I've got pretty many pics on my own, but I'll really take either. And I'd like to focus on the five of them, but if you've got any good ones that're just two or three of them or whatever, that's fine, too.

On the flipside, I also need a few pics where they're... less than happy. I will, like, give one of my freakin' kidneys for gifs of that JaeSu vid where Su's just stroking Jae's hair and stuff. Stalker vid though it may be, it's freakin' amazing and JUST what I'm looking for. XD Now, I'm not talking about pics and such where they're just not smiling; I'm talking about pretty blatantly unhappy. If anyone actually keeps any pics like that... O_o

Thanks, all~! You guys are awesome if you can help me out with these. ^____^

Title: Dreaming Back to This
Rating: R
Genre: AU, sci-fi, suspense
Chapter: Compliance (25/?)
Pairings: YooMin, HoSuJae
Summary: Changmin's running from a past he can't forget. Yoochun's running towards a future he can't see. Two people, seemingly on separate paths, collide. What starts in dreams…
Warnings: Graphic torture
Notes: *sighs* I don't even know what to say. Just… sorry. As usual. -_-
Previous: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16, Chapter 17, Chapter 18, Chapter 19, Chapter 20, Chapter 21, Chapter 22, Chapter 23, Chapter 24

( I always figured Changmin was the one controlling these dreams, that his… powers somehow linked us up. But… if he's not here, how is this working? )

It's all cybermuffin18's fault. So blame her for posting this in the first place.

( Cut so y'all don't have to actually read it. XD )

Title: It's Kinda Like Flying
Pairing: JaeMin
Rating: NC-17. From me. Yes, you're seeing that right. O_O
Notes: *sings* This is the fic that doesn't end. Yes, it goes on and on, my friends~. Some author started writing it not knowing what it was, and she'll continue writing it forever just because- /end song/ Okay, which part is sadder: the fact that I actually know all the words to that song, or that I took the time to rewrite them to suit my needs? O_o Anywayz, all you faithful readers have been so amazing to me. I held out against the peeraudience pressure for as long as I could, but I couldn't manage it anymore. So here. Have your smut, dang it. And you better enjoy it, for all the mental anguish it took to write it. And if it's really no good... Well, you only have yourselves to blame. XP
Notes #2: Not really necessary to read the rest of the fic(s) for this one. So any new readers (if there are any of you out there): do not be intimidated. It stands just find on its own, whether or not you read all the other parts.
Previous: Possession, Possession Bonuses, Falling, Bonus #9 (first for Falling), Bonus #10, Bonus #11, Bonus #12, Bonus #13 , Bonus #14

( “Well, what if I have some plans?” he asks, quiet and more shy than Jae expects from him at this point. )

This is what I woke up to today. My front yard:

Very, very pretty but very, VERY freakin' cold. Currently 9 degrees with a -9 windchill. XP

Anyway, in other news: Y'all remember that Possession/Falling smut I promised everyone? It's actually almost done. Really. Will have it posted tonight, even if it kills me. Will probably end up at about 5 pages and a little over 3000 words. If that doesn't make y'all happy... I give up. XD

Title: Dreaming Back to This
Rating: currently PG-13ish, will eventually hit the R range
Genre: AU, sci-fi, suspense
Chapter: Needing to Hold On, Wanting to Let Go (24/?)
Pairings: YooMin, HoSuJae
Summary: Changmin's running from a past he can't forget. Yoochun's running towards a future he can't see. Two people, seemingly on separate paths, collide. What starts in dreams…
Warnings: NEW!! Graphic torture, and it will only get worse from here… Probably the territory where this fic will start earning its R rating.
Notes: Yeah, I officially had to add a warning on this now. I didn't want to add it until I was sure I'd be able to write it, and now… yeah. There it is. As stated, it's only gonna get worse from here. (>_<)
Previous: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16, Chapter 17, Chapter 18, Chapter 19, Chapter 20, Chapter 21, Chapter 22, Chapter 23

( He pulls Changmin up as gently as possible to cuddle the boy against his chest. Threading fingers through his hair and massaging his scalp, Jaejoong lightly rocks Changmin. )

Okay, so check out the comments on this post. Now, laugh along with me. XDDDDD

Seriously, people? You think we honestly have to talk MIN into eating?! How well do we know this boy again?! -_- And, really, I can't see what they're all worried about anyway. Kid's just as skinny as he's always been. It may be emphasized a bit more because of all the black/form-fitting clothes he's wearing, but I don't think he's actually any thinner. Anyone, agree/disagree? ^_^

(Either way though, boy's freakin' hot. Which, believe me, is soooooo weird to say. I have this issue: if they would have to call my YOUNGER brother 'hyung', that's just weird. Right? Or am I just overthinking it? *sighs*)

http://community.livejournal.com/dbsg/4258014.html?#cutid1

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NOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!!! *cries more*

To boycott or not to boycott? *sighs* When that boycott was first proposed, I said I'd do it. That was a lot easier to maintain when they weren't releasing stuff like this. But... I'm wondering if the boycott is doing/will do any good. Or am I just making excuses because I realllllllllly want this concert? I'm not sure. And anyone who knows me knows I'm... basically incapable of making a decision on my own. XDD

So? Opinions, anyone? Help me make a decision on this one. Anyone else planning on buying it? Or sticking with the boycott? Let me know either way, so I can figure out what I'm gonna do. ^__^

Title: Fight to the End
Pairing: HoMin
Rating: PG
Genre: drama/light angst/romance
Length: One-shot, around 4500 words
Notes: My second HoMin! Partially inspired by Natasha Bedingfield's "Not Givin' Up".
Warnings: .... Mama-bear Jae? Min sincerely calling the others 'hyung'? O_o
Summary: How can I stay mad with you when I'm so in love with you?

( Something about you just rubs him the wrong way apparently. Something about you brings out his worst. )

Okay, well, just to show everyone that yes, I AM still writing and haven't abandoned anything, I thought I'd provide a couple sneak previews to what I'm working on. Nothing on the next chap of DBtT yet, but I do have the Possession/Falling smuttiness almost finished. Then I also have a HoMin that few, if any, people knew I've been writing, which is also close to finished. So, enjoy these little peeks, and I'll hopefully have the full pieces up very soon for you guys. ^_^

( JaeMin-ness. XDD )

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( Broken HoMin? O_o )

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And that's it! Hope your guys' interest is... piqued. XDD And I will have the full pieces out for you ASAP. ^^

1. Where is Your Heart - Kelly Clarkson
2. 너를 사랑해 - F.T. Island
3. Dancin' in the Moonlight - Toploader
4. When I Saw You - Mariah Carey
5. I've Got You Under My Skin - Michael Buble
6. Believe - Josh Groban
7. Lessons Learned - Carrie Underwood
8. Your Love - Ennio Morricone, Dulce Pontes
9. In Peace - Epik High
10. Bolero for Violin & Orchestra - Vanessa Mae
11. Bu Shuo Hou Hui [不说后悔] - Wang Leehom
12. I Thought She Knew - 'N Sync
13. Tango: Maureen - Rent soundtrack
14. Holding On - Wild Orchid
15. Stay On - Sugar Ray
16. The Engagement Party - Jekyll & Hyde soundtrack
17. Dear Diary - Pink
18. To Love You More - Lucia Micarelli
19. Ame ni Utaeba ~Pichipichichapuchapuranranburusu~ - Miyavi
20. 50 Candles - Boyz II Men
21. Dead Zone - The Beautiful Game soundtrack
22. Two in a Million - S Club 7
23. Ready for the Good Times - Shakira
24. All in Love is Fair (Se L'Amore C'e) - Vittorio
25. I Hope I Don't Fall in Love With You - Marc Cohn
26. Prince - Vanessa Carlton
27. With You - Linkin Park
28. Whenever I Run - Keith Urban
29. Stand Up! - DBSK
30. Flowers and Juveniles - Twelve Girls Band
31. For the Life of Me - Daniel Kirkley
32. Someday - B*Witched
33. No More Sad Songs - Clay Aiken
34. Get Mine, Get Yours - Christina Aguilera
35. I Never - Jessica Simpson
36. Back to a Reason (Part II) - Trans-Siberian Orchestra
37. Dell'Amore Non Si Sa - Hayley Westenra & Andrea Bocelli
38. Wash Away Those Years - Creed
39. Trouble Is - Backstreet Boys
40. Ten Thousand Angels Cried - Leann Rimes

( And now, the questions... )

Or, as Changmin would say, a "reveration". XDDD

So, found this comment on an eng subbed version of the Miyaneya interview everyone's kinda freaking out about right now: "I think this may look worse than it really is. The interviewers are talking back and forth like Tohoshinki isn't even there. It is quite a weird interview. It does look like Yunho and Changmin are sharing one earpiece and Junsu and Yuchun another. JJ definitely doesn't have any wire, so he doesn't know what is happening. The whole situation is so awkward. Maybe they are facing something in this performance that is challenging, in addition to their other problems."

Went back and watched it again right after reading that, and it's true. Jae has NO wire, and thus really doesn't have any real idea of what's going on. And it does look the the other four are sharing two sets between them, which would explain Min's closeness to Yunho and "distance" from Jae. (And only in DBSK-land would 2-3 inches of space between them be considered a "huge gap", as I've seen some people describe it... O_o)

I'm not saying the interview wasn't terribly awkward, because it really REALLY was. But. I think, if you take this into consideration, it's really not as bad as we all (yes, including me. I kinda freaked a little. Not ashamed to admit it.) originally thought. And I'm also not saying everything's just peachy-keen (Yes, I said it, dammit! I'm a dork. Lemme alone. XP) between them. Because it might not be. We have no way of knowing, like, AT ALL. The tendency now, though, seems to be to read much more into every little nuance than may actually be intended/present at all.

Just my thoughts. *shrugs* Y'know, it's kinda sad that I never got this worked about anything in the BSB fandom, and that's when I was in prime fangirl age... *sighs* These boys... They'll be the death of me, I swear. Honors student in high school, have my Associate's and now Bachelor's degrees, but it'll be worrying about THEM that stresses me into an early grave... -_-